sun rises and i cry

i know you'll pick me up and hush me to sleep

to bad i forget how to breathe but mother you come clear

my throat for me

sometimes i'd run into the walls

and you'd always catch me before i would fall

you'd kiss my wounds and make them better

you'd call me the light amidst the bad weather

you' taught me the birds and the bees, the term you said i would enjoy when i was 18

you'd kiss me before i went to bed

and say you'd love me till the day i was dead

but now i sit with tear filled eyes

because you died mom you died

now i sit all alone filled with sorrow and angst

because tomorrow i will never remember your face

so i thank god for the time we had

for the laughter, the love and the goodtimes that made us glad

even though i'm alone and dad isn't here too i remember you mom i remember you

i remeber you like the rising sun

i remember you like the moon in the sky and mom i will love and never forget you even long after i die

 

 

"this poem is dedicated to my mother, that i love with all my heart and she died when i was 14 years old 6 years from this day"

 

me and the boys go out tonight

boots and braces and scallys fit tight

lookin for a good time tonight

grab some booze gonna start us a fight

we don't wanna let our hate arise

stupid nazis with there swastikas

we say fuck em there not like us there

rotten fellahs

so we say oi oi skinhead all night

witha pint of liqur and a cigarette lit

we say oi to the morning sun that rises and arises us

from our nightly binge at the pub

we rub our eyes and awaken to see bright light enter our room

and see the chaos we caused wehn we take a gander and see our doom

well we say fuck to the problem

and we say fuck it to the night

so when the clock hits 12:00 pm its off tothe pub again

 

 

"this is a song my band and i will prolly eventually use, that i wrote myself haahaha"

 

aly i told you so many times i know i did

but your the love of my life without you i wouldn't be shit

you make me smile when i'm down and you bring me up when i'm dead

you make my life more happy, espicially when i feel like shit

your my heart and my soul your my spiritual blessing, and without you i would be nothing but a skin hanging by his threads, my head wouldn't be working, i'd still be doing drugs, i'd still be obssesed with the possilbities of being bugged, i'd be running in circles laughing at the walls and trying to scream, but i guess what i'm tryin to say is babe your the only one for me

i love you more than i could ever express

i love you more than any man has loved before

you have opened up that closed door you call my heart and let it pour

likea waterfall my expression has changed from glum to gleeful in a matter of months you made me complete, you make this  life much more fun.

i give you all i am my chelik, my rose and i the thorn, with you i feel alive and i feel like i am reborn.

so please don't hurt me like every other girlfreind of mine has done in the past, because baby with our chemistry this love i'll last. not days not minutes not hours or months for years and for years this love will go on, our song will be playin in the background for us, because you are my love and you equals us.

 

 

"this is for my gf that i love so so sos sosos sosos os much and i would do anything fo her"